Sunday, July 31, 2011


hye there....2morrow is first days of fasting mths...wlupun saya bukan mlayu but am enjoy this fasting month.....why?....dulu i cuba2 nak ikut but now dah tiap tahun i join my h/mate and fren bpuasa...btl kata mereka...masa ini kita mnguji ksabaran diri...menjaga klakuan....dan paling penting...kerna bpuasa...kita lbh menghargai makanan dan tahu erti nikmatnya makanan tsebut....tahun lepas i cuma leh tahan 18 hari je.... hehehehe....harap2 dpt penuh tahun ini... bukan sbb ganjaran...tapi nikmat bulan puasa itu sendiri

Monday, July 25, 2011

bangkok trip 2011

bestnya trip kesana .... byk tmpt2 cantik cuma silap ke sana musim hujan


SO SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
terkejut bila baca new pasal ne.....terkejut sgt2.....
i tertunggu2 album baru dia...tapi ne yang dpt....
gosh.....i harap ne x betul...but this is what happened now..... talented young artist from uk....
so damn admire her...
great songs and lyric
especially "love is a losing games"
gosh.....i blank dah...
With the news that British R&B star and tabloid target Amy Winehouse has died from as yet undisclosed causes, two things are clear: the music world lost one of its most passionately soulful voices, and this is a tragedy that has surprised no one. Winehouse's struggles
with drugs and alcohol were often in the public eye and even addressed in her own music, like her best-known hit "Rehab."Throughout her colorful, troubled life, Winehouse fought many demons: addiction, an eating disorder, and a particularly tumultuous love life.

Her struggles to stay sober

Although she first broke through to international audiences with a song that found her saying "no, no, no" to her record company's claims that she belonged in rehab, it didn't take long for fans to realize she did have a problem with alcohol abuse, frequently appearing in what appeared to be a drunken state while onstage (one time she exited the stage to vomit) and during TV appearances. Hospitalizations, allegedly related to drug or drinking binges, were frequent. A leaked video of a woman alleged to be Winehouse smoking what appeared to be crack pipe and snorting cocaine caused a tabloid sensati

on and caused police to investigate the matter, though charges weren't brought against her.

Winehouse was aware of her problems: while she initially resisted her record company's attempt to put her in rehab, she willingly checked in to a center around that time. And in 2009, Winehouse's father Mitch-who had frequently voiced his concerns over her healthto the media-said she had entered a program to deal with her drug addiction, but he admitted that there were "slight backward steps -- not drug backward steps, more drink backward steps if you follow my drift."

Her father wasn't so coy about her addiction issues: he once told UK reporters that his daughter had lung damage from smoking crack cocaine and cigarettes and that her body was giving signs of what could lead to early stage emphysema.

Also in the smoking rotation was marijuana: in 2007, Winehouse and her then-husband were arrested in Norway and fined for marijuana possession.

Winehouse herself resisted confessional 60 Minutes-type interviews, but she didn't exactly try to hide her history with drugs and alcohol either. When asked by Rolling Ston

e in 2006 what her worst vice was, she simply responded, "Mainly that I'm quite reckless and always throw caution to the wind."

Her friend and fellow British bad girl singer Lily Allen once had this to say about her:

"I know Amy Winehouse very well. And she is very different to what people portray her as being. Yes, she does get out of her mind on drugs sometimes, but she is also a very clever, intelligent, witty, funny person who can hold it together. You just don't see that side."

Health problems

Even before she gained the international celebrity that probably helped enable her addictions, Winehouse was open about other health problems, admitting to struggling with an eating disorder, self-cutting and depression on numerous occasions. Photos of an emaciated Winehouse were always popping up over the years, causing fans to worry she wasn't taking good care of her fragile body-a fear once again publicly validated by her own father when he spoketo the media about her bulimia in 2007.

As for her cutting problems, Winehouse seemed to have moved past that as she grew up: However, during an interview with a reporter from Spin magazine, Winehouse inexplicably began carving her the name of her then-boyfriend (and future ex-husband) Blake Fielder-Civil into her stomach with a piece of glass.

Public Brawls

As with many of those who abuse alcohol, Winehouse had a tendency toward physical fighting. In 2008 she admitted to slapping a man in public and apologized for the common assault, receiving just a police warning. But a few months later, she descended into the audience tothrow a punch at a fan who had allegedly grabbed at her breasts.

Love Life

Similarly violent was Winehouse's long-time flame Blake Fielder-Civil. It was breaking up with him that fueled much of her songwriting on her acclaimed Back to Black album, so it was a surprise to family and friends when she secretly married him in 2007. But married life hardly helped settle down her tumultuous life. Not long after tying the knot, the couple were photographed arm-in-arm, each of them bloodied and bruised amid reports that they had been fighting the night before. Winehouse defended her husband and said the wounds were self-inflicted, a claim that was met with public skepticism.

Fielder-Civil was jailed from July 2008 to February 2009 after pleading guilty to assa

ulting a bartender, among other charges. The two divorced not long after his release, with Winehouse claiming: "Our whole marriage was based on doing drugs." Before Fielder-Civil initiated divorce proceedings, Winehouse had allegedly began dating a younger actor for a short period.


Her father, who recently cancelled a jazz performance in New York of his own to fly back to London, has been expressing alarm and concern over his daughter's well-being for years now, publicly referring to her heroin, cocaine and alcohol problems when Winehouse's publicists remained mute. He even took issue with her smoking, saying in an interview with Sky News (via Access Hollywood) earlier this month: "She has got a serious health problem. My biggest fear is that she would die and she won't die from an overdose, she will die from emphysema. We would be talking about a very slow and painful death, gasping for air."

Recent Trouble

As recently as last month, however, Winehouse unwittingly revealed that all was not well. Video captured of her performing in Belgrade-at a show that was to launch her immediately cancelled European tour-showed her forgetting lyrics, stumbling around and being booed by disgruntled fans. Whether she was intoxicated or not, it was clear that Winehouse hadn't released herself from the demons that plagued her. Hopefully now she has found some peace.

For a sad look at where she was just one month ago, here's a clip of her performing "Tears Dry On Their Own" from her ill-fated concert in Belgrade:

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

bila kita mencari....

entah mcm mana nak mula....tapi rasa nak luah...bila putus 7 bulan yg lalu....rasa dunia ne x bererti....rasa kita ne tempang dan x berguna...namun selepas beberapa bulan....lega ada...sunyi pun ada....malah redha dan syukur yg i dh mampu berdiri lagi...tersenyum dan syukur tidak terikat lagi....agak lama menidakkan apa yg belaku...ya la...duduk sekali....cinta hanya tok dia....tiba2 kita ilang.....mmg dua2nya bersalah...tapi bairlah...benda dh blalu....harap doakan kami berdua tabah dan bahagia wlupun bukan bsama lagi....

Saturday, July 16, 2011


CONGRATS TO DATO' SITI NURHALIZA..... semalam tengok apm 2011 yang diadakan di singapore melalui saluran astro 104....
mulanya macam bosan giler coz persembahan bukan tahap yang sepatutnya diharapkan....
yang peliknya ada beberapa artis yang membuat persembahan berulang kali naik pentas...
bukan mengambil trofi but buat persembahan....
but thank to didie alias coz berjaya menghidupkan suasana yang membosankan...
and also thank to vj daniel coz bersahaja lawaknya tapi kena....
and thank again to DATO' SITI NURHALIZA coz persembahan dia tidak pernah mengecewakan even membawa lagu the way....luv ur new single....great first English song attempt....
like it and as a ur big fan/ #1 fan hahaha....i alwz support u...x kisahlah DATO' SITI NURHALIZA diatas atau dibawah....yang penting kami peminat setia DATO' SITI NURHALIZA bergitu mengyokong DATO' SITI NURHALIZA.....
tok melly goeslow....rindu and lama tak lihat dia apatah lagi melihat persembahan dia....last melihat persembahan dia ketika i bercuti di indonesia beberapa tahun dulu bersama teman. taniah tok melly...u deserve dpt penghargaan tersebut
pasal artis lain...x ada nak komen la...
to hafis af....taniah coz berjaya didalam negara and luar...anda dah berjaya membuktikan anda bukan mee segera tapi berbakat besar
tok hadi .... first asian idol....i x penah dgr lagu angkasa tu but congrats to u
to amanda...i still confius wk ne malaysian ker or sporean....but i like ur song
tu je la...nt much to say for that event.....agak mengecewakan coz for me kalau melibatkan negara2 dan gah namanya....sepatutnya mampu membuatkan penonton rasa puas
x time....tingkatkan mutu persembahan...coz smlm genre lagu hmpr sama....
mendatar je....but apa pun....i nak bg pujian dan taniah buat penganjur ..
kerna menyemai tali persaudaraan antara ketiga2 negara....

Monday, July 11, 2011

makan ketam + volleyball

semalam lepas balik dari keja (tpaksa keja hr ahad sbb emergency di office)
i ge beli ketam....tiba2 mengidam nak makan.....
so ngan h/mate ge umah abg dia suruh kakak ipar dia masak
beli byk jugak kuantiti dia
so akak masak ketam goreng pedas + masak lemak
sedap giler.....bertambah nasi dibuatnya
tu la...mengidam nak makan lagi ne...hahaha
dulu i bukan kaki ketam
bukan x sedap...cuma leceh nak membukanya
tapi perkena semalam mbuatkan i giler ketam dah
than pasal volleyball tu join la ngan kwn2 ne....
main kat titiwangsa
mulanya dtg dgn confident la
bukan apa...i kan penah wakil sekolah ngan university
tapi mungkin sbb lama x main plus yg dtg tu pakar volleyball
so i mcm org bodoh je
rasa nak nangis
sbb org asik tgk salah kita sdgkan kita cuba untuk mendapat tempat
tapi last2 i sedih la...sbb lain yg diharap...lain yg jd
jd i x sure akan dtg lagi join main
malu besar sgt2
apa i dpat....badan sakit n dapat malu

Pesta Flora Putrajaya 2011

hari tu ge flora ngan budak office....
bukan minat pun.....just sj2 nak join
bosan dok umah
yang ne dari thailand...boleh la

Lena Hangat ngan pengunjung
ne masa i kena tarik menari o Lena Hangat
menyesal x sudah
malu siot kena menari depan org ramai
i kalau kat club x kisah la
kat sini cover sopan