Monday, March 26, 2012


do you remember when we were best friends?when we'd share our every thought?every smile?and every laugh?and did you remember when you broke my heart?because i seem to remember that more than anything.i trusted you,i trusted you to take care of my heart.i trusted you not to take it and stomp on it.the day you betrayed my trust was the day that i lost all my trust for you.i believed that you would take care of my heart and that's why i left it with you.well,i am taking it back because at this very moment i can't trust you with my fear that you will hurt me once more.look at me through my eyes and feel the pain i hide breaks my heart,it makes me sad to think of all the times we made me laugh and you made me cry and all that i can do is sigh and wonder why.i wish i could walk away and forget what we have,but i can't,because i know you won't come after me,and i guess that's what hurts the's really amazing when two strangers become the best of friends,but it's really sad when the best of friends become two can take years to build,but only a second to break.if you ever have to question a friendship,then can it really be called "friendship?"how can it be that two of the greatest friends in the world can go from being each other's everything to absolutely nothing?i want to be able to look at you and not be hurt by you know what its like to reach for the phone, and then have to pull your hand back because you remember you're not supposed to call anymore?you sit back with tears building up in your eyes because you know its not the last time you'll miss the conversations you shared.i know we don't talk anymore and there has even been times i've noticed we've walked right by each other without saying a word.there are those times,however,when we see each other... make eye contact...and i know, no matter how hard we both try and hide it...that you miss me just as much as i miss you,to lose a friend has to be the greatest pain you will ever feel.every time i look at you,i remember that pain.the light that fueled our fire then has burned a hole between us so we cannot see to reach an end.just,not enough.i need more.nothing seems to satisfy.crippling our communication.have you ever been low?have you ever had a friend that let you down so?when the truth came out...were you the last to know?and it's plain through tears i cry,that's its time to say goodbye.

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