You think your relationship might be over. Your pain is unbearable. You feel so lost, alone and confused that sometimes you feel like crawling in a hole and dying. You just want somebody or something to stop the pain so you can feel normal again.
Because of all that's happened, you probably have a million thoughts going through your head right now.
You might be...
~ Wondering when the pain is ever going to stop
~ Trying to figure out what in the world just happened
~ Having trouble sleeping at night because of your "what ifs"
~ Finding it hard to drag yourself out of bed in the morning
~ Trying to let go of your love but you still can't think of anything else
~ Trying to stop crying but the tears just keep coming--and at the worst possible times
~ Feeling "numb" as you go through your day and try to appear "normal"
~ Finding it hard to focus on anything, especially work
~ Wondering if your time with your partner was a total waste of time
~ Just trying to make it through the day without bursting into tears and breaking down--but you do it anyway
~ Thinking you're a total failure at love and you'll never have the kind of relationship you want
~ Not wanting to go home knowing that your partner won't be there and you'll be alone
And what you're really thinking is that this is all some sort of bad dream that you're going to wake up from any moment now and everything will be back to normal.
If ANY of those thoughts and feelings are familiar to you, you're not alone.